I Need A Little More Bliss
So I have this other blog, one I kept from June 2003 up until now, but I'm not quite sure what to do with it. There's a lot of...intense stuff in it, mostly about my angst over one guy (for entirely too long), but also about that time I got fired because the company I was working for hired a new manager and he couldn't stand the fact that I didn't kiss his ass and agree with everything that came out of his mouth. This is because he was often wrong, and the fact is, I told him that I would do what he said, because he was the boss, but I wasn't going to smile and say I thought it was a good idea if I didn't think so. I wasn't aware that with the new management, I suddenly had to become a brown-noser. But I digress. I'm still a little bitter.

Anyway, after I, er, *left*, my intern (who later got my old job, which I don't really feel he deserved, but maybe he did, and anyway, he never did anything bad to me so more power to him, I guess) inherited my computer, which I had used to write in my blog. Naturally, I assume, he was curious and visited the website. Then lots of people from that godforsaken city visited my website, and some of them kept coming back, and after a while, I realized I was censoring myself because I really didn't want them to know some of the shit I was dealing with. I could write about how bad it had been and how much of an asshole a certain ex-manager of mine is, hoping that they were reading it, not that they would care, but I didn't want to write about how much life sucked, because, well, I wanted them all to see that I had succeeded in spite of them. I have not yet succeeded.

I'm working on it, though, and writing is good for the soul. (Or something like that. I have a journalism degree; I need to write something, even if it is bad stream-of-consciousness nonsense.) Also I finally -- finally! -- managed to get over the guy who caused me all the angst (found a new one!), so I'm thinking maybe start fresh? But I don't know. There are a lot of good entries on that old blog, too, and good memories along with the bad, so ... yeah. It's online but hidden right now. We'll see.

Also, all my blog entries use country music lyrics as their titles, which is something I started doing in the aforementioned blog. I'm kind of a dork.